Okay. My ichiban (tied with Tegoshi) is now getting married. Seriously.source
(i know im posting this up one day late, who cares) they've been married since last thursday. 2nd feb.
It's 75% confirmed. All that's left is an announcement from the people themselves. Sigh. Goodness gracious me. Soon i will be fanning over a father. Yes, that's cuz meisa is 2 months pregnant.
What as life turned into. I suddenly feel so old when i'm only 16.
All of a sudden, the guy i like, is a husband and all too soon a father. This is so creepy. Just yesterday he was just a young guy and today he's a father. So creepy...
(i wrote a shitload of other things but its gone because LJ didn't save it. so whatever.)
I went to sleep last night exhausted, hoping it was just a dream, unbelieving because it was so sudden.
but i woke up imagining jin and mesa waking up next to each other, maybe cuddling, washing up at the toilet later, eating breakfast together.
i have to admit, it is a little heartbreaking. like 2% of my heart is breaking.
But i wouldn't be feeling so down if the news didn't have so much impact. I dont even know whether to laugh or to cry. half the netizens support them. i do support them, but i have to get used to the fact first T_T most are saying 'finally' or something like that...
Ugh sheesh, i don't know what to feel really.